"What do you know?! I was asleep the last 200 years, just to see that everypony close to me died. And they not just lived their lives and died peacefully. They got killed by some fucking bombs! I lost an eye when I got attacked by some insane ponies, and had to learn how to use a weapon from one second to another! So don't tell me that you understand my situation!"
I simply had to draw her that way again. This time, I added a bit more of my own style. ^.^
And I tried to come up with a little background story. I would develop it more, if my grammar wouldn't suck.